I hope you achieve your goals.... maybe not this year but soon.... no need to rush... take time to proses new information... don't limit your time into just a one year ... + don't put high expectations to yourself... expectations creates pressure..and a lots of pressure leads to worse results ... goals and expectations are two different things... one clears your destination and the other leads to perfectionism... and as we know humans aren't perfect... you gonna be trapped in this endless cycle of disappointment... you gonna doubt yourself and your skills for no reason...its unhealthy mostly leeds to burnout... don't treat yourself this way... and if you wanna compare..you should compare your skills with your younger self and see the improvements and the value of your skills